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[25 Oct 2005|02:32pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Wake me up when Septemeber Ends -greenday ] Well I do have to say its been WAY to long since i'v used this. Months by now. Alot has been going on. First off.. I turned 18 years old this passed August. Um I never moved to Arizona. I have alot of new friends. Brittani and I are no longer friends. I was dating this guy Ramiro.. but we broke up. I was dating this guy David in Arizona because I was suppose to move there and i didn't want to get close to someone here and then have to turn around and leave him. You know? David was a awesome person. I did a stupid little joke that he took TO serious.. Try saying sorry but yeah.. LAME! um.. Rosemarie and I are friends. My best friend Justin has been comming EVERY weekend from Indiana to come see my friend Stacie and I. Justin's daughter is now 2 and a half and Stacie had a BEAUTIFUL babygirl named Machenzie Lynn. Shes SO cute! I love her to peices. um what else.. I don't go to Chippewa no more. I go to some LAME alturnative school. (Mohegan High School) I hate it there. I wake up everyday wishing I could of just forced myself to stay at Chippewa but yeah. Anyways thats about all I want to talk about. My "family" has a thing of reading this and going off and telling me "FATHER" it. So Yeah. I SAID "FATHER" whats your point? Thats about it though. Later kids! -Jessica Elizabeth CARLIE I KNOW YOU USE YOUR LIVEJOURNAL! I FREAKEN MISS YOU HOOKER! :) 1 *Blew Ah Kiss**Gimme Ah Kiss*

[21 Jun 2005|09:06am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Nelly and Tim: over and Over again ] Well haven't updateing in a couple weeks. Lets see i'm finally outta school for the summer. I'm gunna be a freaken SENIOR in Aug! I can't wait. ONE MORE YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL!! I'm not moving to Arizona until I graduate cause then my mother will help me move and give me some money and stuff. So it'll be easyer! and I wont be going to Chippewa. I'm going to Mohgan. Yeah, the drug school! LoL. Well lately iv been with my girl Brittani. We are getting close again. I have hung out with her EVERY single day for the past 2 or so weeks. Its been nice. No drama. I miss Missy.. It just seems shes mad at me and I did nothing wrong. I hate that feeling you know? Well anyways I have 5 more days until I leave for Indiana! Can't wait for that! I want out of this hell hole MICHIGAN! (i'm leaving Sunday the 26th!) and Samantha and her friend Ricky are comming to get me! (yes!) well anyways I gotta get going. Just thought i'd update so everyone knows im okay! Love you all! Peace -Jessica elizabeth *Gimme Ah Kiss*

[03 Jun 2005|09:20pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Simple Plan: "Untitled" ] Woo!! Its finally friday! I'm kinda upset though. Today is Seniors last day!! i'm totally going to miss them all!! expecially (MISSY,BETH,BRAD,JON,and KIRK!) but anyways so this weekend i'm either staying the weekend with Teraschzia or Missy. Not sure yet. Either one is grand! *smiles* but this week nothing to happy has happened.. Just been talking on the phone/internet, hanging with people, school, sleeping alot!! Thats about it!! But Im out! Hope everyone has a WONDERFUL/AMAZING weekend!! Love you all! Later Kids -Jessica Elizabeth 2 *Blew Ah Kiss**Gimme Ah Kiss*

[30 May 2005|08:22pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Tupac:"California love" ] This weekend was the shizz nizz!! Lets see.. My best friend Justin's family came up for the whole weekend. There so much fun. I love them to death. (Jessica, Tammy, Dwayne, Joe) :) And Rosemarie my bestest friend stayed the night the WHOLE weekend too!! It was super! Friday.. just chilled.. and hung out.. Saturday.. went to Mikes house and hung there for a little while came back home had dinner and just chilled and walked around outside.. and then Sunday we went to my nextdoor neighbors house.. (Josh) Hes freaken sweet. i never talked to him until then. It was so much fun. Hes crazy cool! (BIG smile) he has such an adorable daughter! and then today Dean came over for a little while it was nice to see him again.. and then I talked on the phone all day. lol my bad!! well that was about it.. now im at rose's .. being bored.. i miss Justins family already.. they took back off to Indiana.. I hope to see them when im out of school for the summer.. which is in we have like 12 days left!! woot woot.. well im outtie! Peace -Jessica Elizabeth!! *5/21* Rose... 5/28 (winks) 2 *Blew Ah Kiss**Gimme Ah Kiss*

[27 May 2005|04:23am] [ mood | amused ] Well nothing to exciting has been happening. School's almost done with which is freaken GREAT. I hate school! umm I'll be moving here in a month or so. Which is pretty damn exciting! I can't wait! Anyways gotta go! Justin's family is comming today for the weekend so i have things to do! *smiles* Later kidds! 2 *Blew Ah Kiss**Gimme Ah Kiss*

[23 May 2005|09:42pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Lan_C da Saint: "Goodbye" <-MIKE YOU FREAKEN ROCK AT RAPPEN! ] So yesterday was Elena's conformation. It went pretty well i'd have to say. Shes so sweet! but after the conformation Rose and I went to the fair. (i drove.. can you believe my MOTHER actually let me!?) lol. well it was fun. we got there and Amy met us up there and later on Chucky and Brandon met us up there. It was fun other then the fact I went on the tilt-a-world WAY to many times.. and there was the guy who was running it and he decided to hit on me. THERES NOTHING COOL ABOUT GETTING HIT ON BY A FREAKEN 31 YEAR OLD!! Seriously! What is wrong with people theses days!? A 31 year old hitting on a 17 year old? interesting.. anyways it was alot of fun. I took Amy home and Rose, Chucky, Brandon, and I hung out at my house for alittle while then BEAUTIFUL NATALIE got home and we chilled with her for a while. It was cool! Anyways gotta go. Later Kidds! 2 *Blew Ah Kiss**Gimme Ah Kiss*

[22 May 2005|07:25am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Blink182: miss you ] Well its been a week or so since i have last updated. Sorry about that! I'v been such ah busy gal! I'v been hanging out with Missy all the time and chillen at home. I'v been useing Myspace alot too. So if i dont update on here go on there! I'm on that everyday! *smiles* Anyways Love you all! Mwahs 2 *Blew Ah Kiss**Gimme Ah Kiss*

[11 May 2005|03:13pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | the mexican hate dance.. ] It's Wednesday. Things are seeming to be alot better then they were a couple days ago. I hung out with Missy Monday and Tuesday. It was alot of fun. Yesterday we went to a Mexican store. It was awesome. lol. I have such ah WONDERFUL time when i'm with that girl. she makes me so happy! Shes honsetly my 'Mejor Amiga!" if you don't understand spanish then she is my best friend! Anyways I found out Ramiro D O E S N ' T have to move anymore. *smiles* He's suppose to be comming over later tonight. woot woot. Today is my first time not hanging out with Missy. It feels so weird. But anyways nothing has been going on.. just been going to school and hanging out with Missy, Ruben, Rubens brother, and telling bitchs off! Oh yeah. I told Marlene off for Missy today. it was awesome. The dumb bitch better stop running her damn mouth. but i'm gunna go. Peace out Natalie: Congradulations on getting the internet and shizznezz.! Your finally on now! *hugs* xo Chucky: Sorry about everything. Love ya 6 *Blew Ah Kiss**Gimme Ah Kiss*

[07 May 2005|12:56pm] [ mood | and loved ] [ music | Brooke Valentine: "I want you dead" <- GREAT song! ] Well yeasterday was a horrible yet good day. School was horrible. Teachers keep lieing about everything. i dont feel like explaining it again. So yeah. Anyways after school was great cause I went and hung out with Missy and Ruben for a little while and then got home and heard horrible news. Ramiro told me he just got out of a meeting from his work and recived bad news.. can anyone guess? Well hes moving in 3 er so days. And its not just moving some where i can go drive and see him. . its not even in a state in the us! Its all the way to BRAZIL for 2 or MORE YEARS. I dont know what to even do anymore. I cryed all day until Missy and Ruben came and got me around 10:15 p.m. She told me it would be okay. And yeah, it will be okay. . other then the fact that long with out seeing him? I don't see him for a couple days and I go nuts let alone YEARS! Thats just crazy! But anyways so When Missy and Ruben came and got me I drove for them because Missy has a baby. . (its fake but for school and it crys and everything else) so I drove to Missy's uncle's house. It was super fun! I love that girl so much and i love ruben too! There such AMAZING people. Missy's seriously my older sister I wish I had to look up to! So we hung out upstaires and played with the baby and just talked about alot of crap. It was nice to talk about alot of the things we did though. Well then this morning we woke up hung with the baby. . Ruben and I watched "star wars" (i could of shot my self) but Missy went out to talk to her mom outside. Well when she got in she was like Jessy come up staires with me really fast so I was like okay. Well she was like i talked to my mom about you moving in with us this summer because I don't want you to go threw all the shit you have to at your mom's house and my mom said that once they get everything settled in there cause there just all moving in there uncles house that im more then welcome. so for sure this summer. I want to move to Arizona SOO bad but the ride i had to get there . . Ramiro.. is moving. *crys* so I think i'm just going to stay in Michigan to finish senior year here then head back. I never thought i'd meet a friend like Missy. honestly shes just SOO amazing! I really truely believe she was sent here from Texas for a reason! But anyways i'm gunna go. Missy and Ruben just went out for a little while and I told her i'd watch the baby! *smiles* so Peace out. Missy: i love you so much. thanks for everything you'v done and helped me with theses past few weeks! I'm here for you NO MATTER what. I love you so much Missy you make me feel so loved inside everytime i feel everyone has walked out on me. <3 XO XO Ramiro: I don't honestly know what i'm going to do with out you when you move to Brazil. Your such ah wonderful guy and super sweet. Your there EVERYTIME I need someone to talk to, even if your in cali or texas. I'm going to go crazy when i have to say see you later before you leave. (i'm not going to say goodbye cause i'm really hopeing and praying you'll be back) Just promise me we won't lose touch and we will continue to talk even if it has to be on the internet. Thats the one thing thats going to be hard for me. I'm not going to see you or anything. It'll most likely just be talking on the internet since theres a big time differnts. Just never for get that i'm here for you no matter what and that i really hope you come home soon. I told you how i felt and I want everything to work out. And thanks for helping me and talking to me about everything. I honestly don't know where i'd be with out someone like you. I love you and again this isn't goodbye ..i'll see you later! Be safe and no you have people who love you who you need to come back home too! xoxo! <3 7 *Blew Ah Kiss**Gimme Ah Kiss*

[06 May 2005|02:01am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Lan_C: "Goodbye" ] Whoa! LoL. I have had the best past couple days ever!! Lets see here.Wednesday I went out after school with Missy. We went and picked up her boyfriend Ruben and then headed to the mall. Because Ruben needed his tux for Prom next Friday. So we went there and then decided to go to a Tux store somewhere else. Well we finally found one for him. Pretty cool looking too. Well Missy was like what do you wanna do now? So I was like we should go to Macomb mall and go get are pictures taking together. So we did so. She let me drive to. It was so freaken fun! Missy and I were taking the pictures and Ruben was making us laugh SO freaken hard. We went into spencers and i had my digatal camera and we started taking random pictures. I'll put them on my photobucket soon! So yeah then we too Ruben home.. hung out at his house for a little while and then went and picked up Missy's sister Tiffany and we went to 7 11 got a slurpie... and then headed up. I have SO much freaken fun with Missy. Everyone say we look like Sisters. =) Well then Thursday we woke up went to school and then I came home babysat while my mom was at work she ordered pizza and then Britt came and picked me up and we went hanging out. It was fun too. We were hanging out with Bryan. hes pretty cool! So yeah Todays finally friday! I'm so excited that it is too. I'm sick of school!! Well this is enough! Comment bitchs!! =) *Gimme Ah Kiss*

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